Mi Admisión

This is serious business, don’t you know, building a set that flows but isn’t so smooth it slips by without a ripple, without a sense of scope. Too many queer pieces & you’re too out there, not enough & you are holding back; no gay stuff & people are confused.

sofa cold comfort sofa

For my two last features I did entirely different sets & while I am tempted to do the same for the one on Easter Monday – at the same time I want to record some of the pieces I really enjoyed reading at those two features while tossing in some new stuff, well sort of new.

shoecold case

I’ve been writing a fair amount too & might add some of that. A lot of the recent stuff has been about mi tesoro – the sweet Latino man I’ve been seeing – so it tends to be much more romantic than I usually write. Unlike some poets I write well when I’m at least infatuated.
It’s almost as if what social commentary I may make isn’t relevant with the news spinning things out of shape so fast I’m not sure what to say anyway. Clearly Flight 370 is part of the elitist conspiracy to keep Rob Ford out of the international news.

sneakercold runnings

So getting the set recorded for sound, at least, means I’m going to be more ‘dramatic.’ I plan to start the set with a high energy piece that gets my blood flowing, as opposed the the rather gentle starts I’ve been using.

coming

April 21, Monday – featuring – Lizzie Violet’s Poetry Open Mic at The Amsterdam Bicycle Club – 7:30 – doors and open mic sign up, 8:00 – start – 54 The Esplanade, Toronto https://www.facebook.com/events/1379693865637955/

amflyerjpg copy

April 27, Sunday – attending – Julie Czerndea Workshop http://chiseries.ticketleap.com/chiseriesworkshop-julie-czerneda/

judy Julie Czerndea

June 6-8 – attending – Bloody Words

tombstone
June 23-27 – attending – Manuscript to Book – Loyalist Summer Arts – Belleville, Ont https://www.facebook.com/events/589522924455695/

campI’m already registered
August 28-31 – attending – FanExpo Canada http://www.fanexpocanada.com

samples

Mi Admisión

I don’t want to admit
that I think of you all the time
my day is made when you call
when you say
it’s so good to hear your voice
I want to kiss you over the phone
maybe we should take
kiss pics
our lips puckered
so that when we talk
we can see each other
so ready willing needing
to kiss the other
is that romantic
or pathetically over-the-top
not that I care
because that’s how I feel
but please no pictures
of what I can’t have at the moment
it’s frustrating enough
to only hear you
when I want so to hold you
I know you know
how I feel
because I hold so little back
except I don’t to admit
that I think about you all the time

wall living wall at Loyalist

2 thoughts on “Mi Admisión

  1. It’s interesting to read your process for choosing the pieces for your sets. It’s like plotting a story almost…I consider this my something new I learned today. Thanks!

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