Started a new set of prompts – I love lists of things – this one will prove to be endlessly productive for another couple of years – 227 Rules For Monks. Who knew the simple life could be so complex. These are from the 30 nissaggiyas. This is where 20 Not to exchange things. lead me.
No Power
this was the power dynamic
my pleasure
was to be in getting him off
that’s it
nothing was exchanged
nothing was given in return
except the opportunity
to get him off
he felt that was enough
that it should be enough
it wasn’t enough
after the first few times
when I said no
he didn’t ask what could he do
to shift this power dynamic
so I told him
he wasn’t interested
so I wasn’t interested
which became my fault
wasn’t his cock nice enough
didn’t he thank me enough
my answer was yes yes
but I wanted more
in this exchange
where more that wasn’t forth coming
I had the power of no
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