Always
the sex was good
but at this stage
for me
good wasn’t enough
I craved more than contact
he certainly enjoyed
the flesh on flesh
but not nearly as much
as he enjoyed the download
the secret assignation
his exploration of excitement
of things his wife didn’t provide
I was his walk on the wild side
that made the cultural box
he felt he had no way of avoiding
bearable
I was a non-threatening opportunity
that had nothing to do with me
as a person
as a spiritual entity
he only wanted the release
when he wanted it
his travel time here
often took more time
than we were actually together
time that was clearly
a vitally needed context
the sex was good
but for me
good wasn’t enough
I want desire
chemistry
there wasn’t enough chemistry
for me to want more
not enough chemistry
to get an yen for him
now to tell him
the next time he calls
and I know he will call
they always do
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