Running Out
I was running out of excuses
no not excuses
I was running out of lies
it’s not easy being a nice guy
really
it’s a conundrum
when you have great sex
with a guy who isn’t your type
who says he had a great time
and wants to see you again
while you aren’t just that into him
if the sex were boring
it wouldn’t be so complicated
so that’s when the lies start
busy
sister visiting
sore throat
why can’t he take a hint
why can’t I just say
I’m not that interested
there isn’t enough chemistry
between us for me
it’s nothing personal
well I guess it is pretty personal
it is him you are saying no to
even after the second time
when I had run out of excuses
the sex was good
but good isn’t enough for me
I want to feel
not necessarily an emotional connection
but something
more than the need to make excuses
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