Finished the introductions to both the book & the workbook. They echo each other. I find a few things to contradict but for the most part I choose not to argue & push on. I dislike the ‘informercial’ brag – so-so did this & now has two best-sellers, has a movie, an exhibition – the implication being that if you don’t get these results you are doing something wrong.
I appreciated the reinforcing of my thought that we mistake negative thinking for being realistic & positive thinking as delusional. This came up in the discussion round the use of affirmations – to think ‘I am never going to get anywhere’ is clearly factual, whereas ‘I am a productive writer’ is an egotistical brag not a fact.
Starting doing the week one tasks, as suggested, in long hand!! So I am following at least one of the suggestions, as I do my morning pages on my desktop. I do most of my writing via keyboard. The ‘Way’ theory is longhand slows the brain down to sort things out carefully – my theory is the faster I write the less my editor steps in & the more I am open to the flow.
My artist date last week was part of my morning walk – a stop at, I kid you not, Glory Hole Donuts – Gerrard E/Coxwell. These are not your average donuts. Not exactly out of my comfort zone either so future might take me more out of my routines. In winter I’m less inclined to go places where I’m trapped in my winter wear but I have been eye a few sort of trade shows that could be diverting. The ultimate artist date will be DC this June 🙂
The poems I’m currently posting on Mondays are thing I wrote in 2008 & am finally going back to take a look at – raw dough some of which needs carefully unravelling to translate from my typo or spell-check typo to English. This is sort of an an artist date with my past self.
F-Bombs Away
is there an emoticon to say
what one doesn’t want to put into words
some cute little animated gif
that’ll take the sting out of the unspeakable
out of the unprintable
to remove any real pain
but says it all anyway
the vulgarity that curdles the bold
the sacrilege that shakes one’s belief system
reduced to a shruggy face
so that no one is offended
except those offended
by the sweet correctness of our times
where we dare not overstep
boundaries of taste
drop the f-bomb too much
or the deadly c-word
this fear of having people realize
that we are as crass and boorish
as we are afraid we are
better to keep that self out of the public eye
off the printed page
unless that unguarded text moment
gets retweeted
shows up on You Tube
there has to be a way
of being offensive
without being offensive
without swearing
making idle hand gestures
caught on cell phone videos
we are always on our toes
being as daring as we dare
pushing enough to let people know
we can push
and that they should be grateful
we aren’t going as far as we’d like
that we could make them really uncomfortable
but aren’t out of politeness
yes politeness
not out of fear of reprisal or judgement
without shooting them or ourselves
in our pretty little heads
we want respect not dismay
for saying just the right unkind insult
March
March 5 – Hot Damn! It’s Queer Slam – Buddies and Bad Times Theatre
April
April 3 – Hot Damn! It’s Queer Slam – Season 6 finales Buddies and Bad Times Theatre
May
Richard III – Stratford Festival
June
June 25-26-27 – Capturing Fire 2020 – Wooly Mammoth Theatre -Washington D.C.
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July
All’s Well That Ends Well – Stratford Festival
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